Covering The Basics - Who I Am (briefly)

So this is the first blog I've ever done in my 25 years but I believe it's going to do me some good.  I'll start with some basic knowledge about yours truly. I'm a 25 year old single mother of 2 that is simply trying to make it in this crazy world and set a great example for my children. In September 2005, the good Lord blessed me with a 7lb 7oz little boy that is so much like his father, it truly bothers me. His father is a genious with a critical lack of common sense, Cayson is just like him but I love this kid to the moon and back. You never know what is going to come out of his mouth and any given time. In June 2009, the Lord blessed me yet again with a sweet little red-headed baby girl, Rylan Grace. I don't have a "favorite" out of my two children but this child is very, very close to the inner most piece of my heart. Her "father" turned his back on us before she ever saw the light of day which leads me to why I am who I am today. I'm hard headed and strong willed as they come and I don't have any tolerance for men or bullshit. I actually believe that is an understatement. I work 45-50 hours as a dispatcher for a 24 hour answering service and it seems like I have to deal with the most ignorant people on this planet on a daily basis. This irritates me and wears me down. I come from a very conservative family yet I'm not quite sure how I turned out the way I did. Not that I'm not conservative, because I am, just not to such extent as they are. I guess you would call me the "black sheep".  And this doesn't bother me, I'm ok with that. I can tell a huge difference in myself, my outlook on a lot of things, and how I feel since I turned 25 and it's so wierd. I never thought I would feel the way I do..again I say, wierd. Boys don't matter. Friends, well, I have a acquantances but friends...those are rare. Twenty five has invaded my brain, I belive. I guess the bottom line of who I am today is this: I am a single mother doing the very best I can working a full time job, going to school full time, and raising a child by myself. I don't say this for sympathy whatsoever, I say this because I want to be an example to other young women like myself and to also prove to myself that it CAN be done. I say this with a smile. :)